Today Sucks

Every little noise makes it hard for me to think today.

I am tired but not. Want food and don't.

The dog has had a 'barky' day, and though I love her my patience is wearing thin.

I know tomorrow will be better, but it does not change the fact that I'd like to crawl out of my skin right now, or just go to sleep and wake up on Tuesday or Wednesday when my chemo hangover is all gone.

Since cute dog photos always make things better, here is a picture of Martha with Lily, another Wheaten in the neighbourhood. :)




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  1. SarahMay 30, 2022 at 11:39 AM

    Sorry you're feeling crummy. Here's hoping your chemo hangover is short-lived. Sending lots of hugs your way.

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  2. AnonymousMay 30, 2022 at 6:50 PM

    Sorry to hear that. Hope you’re soon feeling better. Helen

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  3. EmilyMay 30, 2022 at 10:20 PM

    I hope today was a better day, and that tomorrow is even better. Sending love and hugs and a wish for quiet.

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